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Today, my dear angel member Christina shares her raw, miraculous journey through ovarian cancer—and how shooting stars, a nodding dragonfly, and unwavering faith became her lifeline. We dive into the ‘Door of Belief,’ why stubborn souls need bigger signs, and how to use ‘I don’t know how, but God can’ affirmations to manifest miracles. Christina’s late husband sends stunning validations for her family, and we close with a powerful prayer for healing. If you’ve ever doubted spirit’s presence in hard times, this episode is your divine reminder: love never dies, and angels speak through nature’s whispers.

TIMESTAMPED OVERVIEW

00:00 Julie’s Personal Awakening & Podcast Mission

00:23 Introduction to Guest Christina & Angel Member Stories

02:33 The “Door of Belief” and Power of Affirmations

04:15 Overcoming Doubt: “I Don’t Know How, But God Can”

08:06 Christina’s Ovarian Cancer Diagnosis & Spiritual Battle

12:10 Recurring Health Scare & Needing a “Reset”

16:12 Dragonfly Nod: A Divine Sign in the Garden

18:59 Julie’s Announcements: Women’s Circles, AI Warning, Angel Reiki School

21:11 Dr. Wayne Dyer’s Butterfly Story & Cardinal Validation

24:25 Christina’s Shooting Stars: Late Husband’s Conspiratorial Signs

31:19 Stubborn Souls & Angel Patience: Why Signs Repeat

38:55 Relearning Time & Control After Loss

41:14 Breathwork as an Anchor Through Anxiety

44:36 Message from Christina’s Late Husband to Family

46:27 Healing Prayer for Christina’s Miracle

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TRANSCRIPT:

Julie [00:00:00]:
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So my dad passed away in 2015.

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We weren’t talking, and it took a month for his family to track me down. Before I ever knew he was gone.

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I started hearing from him in heaven.

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It consumed me. How is communication with the other side even possible?

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I left my corporate gig, studied with spiritual teachers on every coast, and worked.

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With my angels to figure out the answers.

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Today, my mission is teaching you how.

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To raise your vibration, shift your thoughts.

Julie [00:00:57]:
Trust your intuition, develop your unique spiritual gifts, and connect with your loved ones and angels on the other side. Friends, when you have these tools, life really does become heaven on earth. Hello, beautiful souls. Welcome back to the Angels and Awakening podcast. I’m your host and author, Julie Jancis. And friends, today we’re here, here with one of my angel members, the beautiful Christina. Christina. We were on the call a couple weeks ago.

Julie [00:01:39]:
Every Wednesday night, I’m with my angel members live. It’s me, it’s nobody else. I don’t have a team of healers anymore. So I love. I had so missed it, right? And so I love being on every single Wednesday night because you get to hear different angel stories, bring through different messages to different people, and it’s just so healing for everyone who’s there. So you were talking about this shooting star story, which I will say, I have asked for shooting stars, and as soon as I ask for them, there’s a part of me that always says within myself, oh, shooting stars are hard to see. And I noticed that when we do that to ourselves, right? Like, we are wanting something, want to manifest something, want to see a sign. But then we know ourselves.

Julie [00:02:33]:
When you get that secondary voice within that goes, but it’s probably not going to happen. The angels say, you have to imagine this door, and it’s called the door of belief, okay? And that door of belief always sits on just like the front of the. Of your body, so it touches your nose, it touches your heart, you know, it touches your hips and your legs all the way down. And belief is an energetic doorway itself. So when we believe something wholeheartedly, I don’t know how but God, you’re gonna send me this sign of, you know, the shooting star. Then you’re. You’re completely open. But as soon as we go but.

Julie [00:03:21]:
Or we have that self doubt, the door starts to close a bit. And that door can be completely shut. It can be open a couple of inches. And it’s our job to work with that energy to really widen the door, Open that door as far as it can go. And you know, as I’ve been working with spiritual tools, reading spiritual books since, honestly, like 1994 to 1996 is when I started. What I notice is that there are so many tools, but we often don’t talk about what to use when. Okay. And one of those tools that really opens our belief, that door of belief is energetically in front of us is affirmations.

Julie [00:04:15]:
So a lot of times we don’t think that something can come true for us. God, I am in this tough position at work, you know, but, you know, work is just hard for people. That’s what we tell ourselves. You just gotta keep working until I retire and then things will be easier. Not true. Or, you know, it’s like with marriage or a relationship that we’re in. Oh, marriage is just tough. You know, Relationships are just tough.

Julie [00:04:44]:
You know, everybody goes through this and we shut ourselves off from having this full belief of, no, it could be the best relationship on earth. Like, this could be heaven on earth. We could make little changes and tweaks here and there with our own health too. You know, like we, we come in in different ways. And so I want people to hear in this episode that affirmations are really this incredible, incredible tool. When you see yourself not believing as much as you know you need to be, when you know you want something, oh, you know, God’s placed it on your heart, but you’re not totally in a state of belief. That’s when we need to lean on affirmations and just say them to ourselves every day. I am in the best relationship on earth, the best marriage.

Julie [00:05:39]:
It is heaven on earth. I never even dreamed that it could be this possible. Or when it comes to health, God, thank you so much for the miracle of healing my physical body. And often the way that I’ve worked with affirmations to get out of my own personal way. I’m such a rational, practical person, right? So I like to just reason and logic things down to the root of, okay, but how is this going to work, God? You know, like, how is this going to happen? The reason that I say this to other people is because I do this myself. Where I go, all right, but show me every step I’m going to have to take between now and when this manifests in my life. Like, show Me, everything, and God, like, no, we’re giving you the next first step. Yes.

Julie [00:06:34]:
And you can’t logic with it. So what the angels have taught me to get around that is, Julie, all you need to say is, God, I don’t know how, I don’t know how. Which bypasses all of the logic and the practicality. God, I have no clue how the heck you’re gonna do this, but this is what I need. And I believe, God, that you are more powerful than everything everywhere, and you can make this happen, which I do. You know, if you can just believe in that one really big thought. God is all infinite, infinite finities combined. God is everything everywhere.

Julie [00:07:19]:
God made everything everywhere. And God can do this miracle. I believe that with every fiber of my being. And so as I’ve done affirmation work, what I found is that if I just say, I don’t know how, but I know you can, and I believe you can, that doorway of belief just opens right up. And if you’re listening and you’re feeling, like the shivers or the tingles or the hairs are standing up on your. You just get in that aha moment. That’s it. You need to take that from today’s podcast and use it in your own life.

Julie [00:07:58]:
You don’t have to know how. You just say, God, I believe you can. And this is what I need.

Christina [00:08:06]:
Yeah, that. That spoke volumes to me and really resonated with me because I have the same issue. And when you said that the. In your. The other night, I just. That so resonated with me. And I’ve been doing that since, so I appreciate that. It’s really.

Christina [00:08:24]:
And today I really, really, really needed that. Really needed that. So. And. And. And I’ll. And it just works. It does.

Christina [00:08:34]:
It does work. Yeah, it does.

Julie [00:08:37]:
Christina, you have this beautiful story. Let’s start here. You are going through something right now. We’re gonna pray for you at the end of today’ episode. Tell people kind of what you’re going through. And then you got this miracle of an angel sign. And I can’t wait for people to hear about that, too.

Christina [00:08:57]:
Yeah. So five years ago, I would say I felt like I was in the best place in my life. Physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally, work wise. I just felt like I owned it. I was, like, exercising. I finally got habits. And I went for an annual checkup and some blood work we had been watching all of a sudden shot up, and I’d had it checked out before, and it didn’t really lead to anything, answers or of anything. So we just kept monitoring it.

Christina [00:09:35]:
Well, my doctor said, okay, we’re going to just go down a rabbit hole and try to figure out what it was. So I went through every test kind of at the same time. I went to see a gynecologist. I went to see someone about my digestive, and they were doing scans and whatnot. It came back that I had a place of concern on my omentum, which is that fatty piece that goes over your stomach. Granted, I’ve had digestive issues, but nothing horrible, nothing like celiac or anything like that. It’s just I have to stay regular and it takes me a little bit more to stay regular, so. And I always feel bloated and bad, but that.

Christina [00:10:22]:
So I just don’t pay much attention to it. Well, they did a biopsy of the omentum, and when I was at the gynecologist, she goes, you know, everything’s looking okay, but let me do some blood work. And she did a CA125 and he 14. And she wouldn’t have. I don’t know. I probably still would have figured things out. But this made it all come together quickly. So I had the biopsy and that blood work all come back.

Christina [00:10:51]:
And it all pointed to ovarian cancer. Yeah. Doesn’t run in my family. Didn’t feel like I had any signs of anything. I mean, like I said, I was rocking it, I was feeling healthy. And it hit me and took me to my knees because I’ve been through a journey like this with my late husband that we’re going to talk about in a minute. And, you know, you automatically go directly to that whole thing. But I had already started a spiritual journey of where I did the affirmations.

Christina [00:11:29]:
I already had enough faith builders and God has already supported me through. I’ve been through a lot, through so many that I know where I need to go and I have a fighting spirit and I never give up and blah, blah, blah. And so I put my game face on, got my fighting spirit on. I don’t even think I felt that I had cancer, to be honest with you. But it’s what I needed for that journey. And it was like I went through it like I was in a bubble of light. And it was ease and it was stage three C, which means it was almost stage four. It had spread around my spleen and all the things.

Christina [00:12:10]:
But the basic protocol was do three rounds of chemo, have an extensive surgery that could be a recovery in the hospital to a month, hopefully two weeks, but could be a Month, three more rounds of chemo. This is what you might feel on chemo. Harshest chemo out there. You’ll lose your hair. All the things when you have the surgery, were probably going to have to remove a lot. So they removed my spleen, my appendix, my gallbladder, my full hysterectomy, some lymph nodes, some mesentery. The momentum, a lot. The surgery was scary.

Christina [00:12:45]:
It was extensive. But I have my game face on. I was in intensive care one night. They thought at least two days. I was in the hospital one week. I’m telling you, I was. What do I need to do to get out of here? Okay, God’s got me. I’m out of here.

Christina [00:13:02]:
And then I had my other three rounds of chemo. And yes, it was hard and it was harsh, but compared to what I saw when I went to chemo and compared to what I know, I was so blessed. I still did well. It had horrible, horrible parts, but overall, wonderful. Made it through it. You know, I get checkups, whatever we go. Like every three months, I go, I get a scan, we do blood work, all the things. Then I would say in January, the blood work started showing a little something, but nothing on scans.

Christina [00:13:36]:
And then I had a PET scan in February, and it lit up a little bit. I call it my little blips and some lymph nodes. And so the process is, we’re doing chemo and we’re going to add a blocker. And I gave myself some space and time because I do believe there’s a balance of things. I didn’t want to just react out of fear, and I really, really wanted to do it all naturally. But I know there’s science to like, you need it all. You need it all. And I had to go through.

Christina [00:14:15]:
Because chemo’s there to kill the cancer cells, but it also damages some of the other healthy things. So I need to know what I can do to support my body during this. Mentally, spiritually, nutritionally, all the things. But this time’s been harder. Different journey, different lessons. Chemo’s been harder. My body’s been reacting harder. Recovery’s taken longer.

Christina [00:14:43]:
And I knew this was going to be a year of healing because God and I already had that conversation. He already told me to slow down. He already told me to pay attention. Let’s. We got this. But you’re going to have to really connect. And I’ve been working on it. Very difficult because I like to control things.

Christina [00:14:58]:
I like to.

Julie [00:14:58]:
Microbanding me too. So I have to keep my Language right now. Talk about the years. Yes.

Christina [00:15:05]:
Reset, reset, reset. And so today I’ve already been through three chemos, and I will tell you, I felt like I was already on the way to healing before the first one, just because of the spiritual aspects that I put. I went to a spiritual retreat. All the things clearing, all the energy, all the things to get my body. That’s why I gave myself space. I wanted to go to a retreat. I wanted to give myself space to spiritually get ready, mentally get ready, feel what I needed to feel, get mad, get sad, whatever it was. And I felt every single emotion on that retreat.

Christina [00:15:40]:
But it was so freeing and healing and just brought me to a whole new level. Still very much more difficult to go through. But I had a scan today, so my chemo has brought my CA1 levels all the way down to normal. I had a scan today. It was just a CT scan. It did show another little area, so I had to do a little reset today. But the funny thing was, this is another little story. But the funny thing was to reset.

Christina [00:16:12]:
I wanted to go into the garden and I wanted to sit there and I wanted to just be. So I said my little prayer, had my little cry. I know I’m going to get what I need, the signs I need to get. And then after I opened up my eyes and there was a dragonfly sitting there staring at me, and I said, are you my little sign that everything’s going to be okay? And don’t you know that thing nods? Did you know dragonflies nod? It went like this. Oh, it went like this. I was like, okay.

Julie [00:16:44]:
It tilted head to the side.

Christina [00:16:45]:
It tilted its head to the side. And I said, and my choices from this scan are that I can have chemo, continue the chemo treatments that are recommended and do a biopsy or just do the chemo and then do another scan and decide. And I’m looking at the risks of the biopsy and whatnot. So I was just asking the dragonfly, I was like, I really. I know I’m going through with the treatments because that’s already established. I still have evidence. So I’m going through treatments, but do I do this biopsy? And I said, if maybe if I’m supposed to do the biopsy, you fly away. No, no, I.

Christina [00:17:21]:
No, I said, maybe if I’m supposed to just do chemo, you fly away. If I’m supposed to do the biopsy, why don’t you nod your head again? They went, eh. And then did a little fly that landed right back down. I was like, well, why don’t you just confuse me? You know who you’re talking to here, right? Why don’t you just confuse me? I was like, why don’t we try that again? Am I supposed to do the buyouts in chemo? Do you know? Instead of doing it like this, it went.

Julie [00:17:44]:
It nodded up and down and then.

Christina [00:17:46]:
It stared at me for a few seconds. I was like, are we good? I got you this time. And then it flew away.

Julie [00:17:52]:
Wow.

Christina [00:17:52]:
So that’s a little bit about the health journey, but another piece of this health journey is me getting signs from my late husband, which we will go into. But that’s why I was like, I may or may not, but we did. We just have another help.

Julie [00:18:09]:
Beautiful souls. This has been one of the hardest years and we’re still kind of in the thick of it. And I just wanted to take a moment and say thank you so incredibly much to everyone who financially supports my work. Truly, I could not do this work without you and I am so, so beyond grateful. For those of you who do want to support my work, I do have a new sacred women’s circ. They’re all beginning all of the circles August 1st. You can now sign up on my website, theangel medium.com then go to the Women’s Circles tab. Also, friends, I just read a report and this isn’t to scare you.

Julie [00:18:55]:
The Angels want to prepare you.

Julie [00:18:59]:
This report has talked about how over.

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The next decade, 33% of all jobs in the US could be eliminated and 47% total could be disrupted due to new AI technology. Again, this isn’t to scare you, but your Angels want you to be prepared. Friends, I would love, love, love to teach you the skills of being an angel, messenger, energy healer and medium all in one. At my Angel Reiki School. If you’ve been feeling called to serve humanity or start your own healing business, please do not wait. This is your sign. Your Angels are trying to you on a whole new level. Friends, a whole new Angel Reiki school begins online August 1st.

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And when you sign up this month for the online program, I’m gifting you free tuition to also attend in person at any of the three to four in person Angel Reiki schools that we’re going to have over the next 12 months. They’re always held in the Chicago suburbs because takes a few carloads to get all of the materials massage tables that.

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We use over there.

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Friends, the Angel Reiki School certifies you in all three modalities at once, giving you a really unique Edge. Also, friends, one more thing. If you love this podcast and wanna support me, we’re starting a whole new course August 1st in the angel membership. It’s called release fear and step into your power. You can sign up for the sacred women’s circles, Angel Reiki school, and the membership, all on my the angel medium dot com.

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If you want more info, use the.

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Contact form over@theangel medium.com to submit your question. I read all of them, and from the bottom of my heart, friends, I can’t thank you enough. Thank you for being here. Thank you so much for supporting my work. I truly couldn’t keep all of this going without you, so thank you, thank you, thank you.

Julie [00:21:11]:
Now back to the show. You know, the angels were bringing in. I heard a story. I’ve got every single one of Dr. Wayne Dyer’s books. I think there’s over 44 of them. I have them all in my library. And there’s one story that he tells about being in Hawaii.

Julie [00:21:35]:
He had a condo in Hawaii. And he was asked, asking for a sign this morning, and a monarch. He said he wanted to see a monarch butterfly. And I. I believe he said that monarch butterflies, they really didn’t see him that much in Hawaii or whatever this type of butterfly was.

Christina [00:21:54]:
It was monarch and that.

Julie [00:21:55]:
It’s a monarch. Okay. So the monarch comes over and it just lands on his shirt. And he talks to the monarch as it’s on his shirt, and he says, will you just stay with me? Will you stay with me long enough to get a photograph? And you can just feel his energy as you’re reading this story. So he actually goes over, I believe, to his neighbor, who is also his assistant, and he knocks on her door and he says, you know, will you get a picture of me with this butterfly? And so she gets this picture of him with the butterfly, which he puts as the COVID of this next book, you know, the book that he’s writing. And the butterfly stayed with him for, like, hours, he said, just right there on his shoulder. You don’t hear about that happening. Like, you don’t hear about dragonflies nodding on command when you ask them questions.

Julie [00:22:58]:
And, you know, my grandpa’s bringing this through. I don’t think you see cardinals often in Florida. I don’t know. That might just be me saying that maybe that’s not true. But I don’t often see them when I’m in Florida. And before my dad passed, my grandfather had passed, and cardinals was my sign for him. And I’m in the pool, his backyard at my grandma’s house where I would always swim with my grandfather. And whenever we were in the pool, pool together, we would just have like these long, deep conversations, right? And this cardinal comes in and just sits on the tree right in front of the pool.

Julie [00:23:38]:
And I said, grandpa, if this is you now, this is before my dad passed away. So I was working with signs even before. And I. There’s a big clock right outside on the patio probably. So my grandfather would have known when to stop cleaning and go back into the house because he was always working on something. So my. I say to my grandfather, you know, I’m looking at the clock, you know, it’s X time right now. Stay 20 minutes if it’s really you, because what bird stays for 20 minutes? And it did.

Julie [00:24:14]:
It stayed for exactly 20 minutes, and then it flew off. I don’t know how they’re able to do these things from the other side, but they’re incredible.

Christina [00:24:25]:
Well, that dragonfly knew I needed something and it did. It did. But, yeah. So I’m. And then I was like, well, if I’m having a biopsy, do I need to worry about that? But no, I immediately got peace of mind, information, tools in your pocket. It’s all, well, you’re on the right path. Keep going. Breathe, girl, breathe.

Christina [00:24:51]:
And I let it go. And I was, all right, that’s good.

Julie [00:24:55]:
And then you got this sign of yes. Oh, my gosh. Shooting stars. You gotta say, until then.

Christina [00:25:01]:
Okay, so when I. I’ve been going through the chemo and it’s been very, very difficult, Very difficult. And I’ve been on the struggle bus, emotionally and spiritually and all the things, because I’m trying to stay in a spiritual realm. And I feel like I’m constantly reaching, setting, and I feel like I’m getting all this information I’m trying to decipher. I realize I’m trying to control it. And then I let it go and I reset. But I walked out my door and I was just like, woke up at three. Three, three, three.

Christina [00:25:35]:
Woke up. And I was like, okay, I just. I need some fresh air. I’ve always loved the outdoors. The moon, the stars, the ocean, the sun, you name it. Nature, animals, I love it. I could be in it all the time. So I go, I just want to go out.

Christina [00:25:49]:
I go outside and I look and there’s a shooting star. Just really fast, just goes, woo, zoom. And I’m like, wow. I was like, okay, thank you. And shooting stars has always been my sign with my late husband in 2014, he passed away from cancer. And it was a quick, abrupt, not expecting it. He was 36 years old. We have two sons.

Christina [00:26:18]:
At that time it was 10 and 11. And it wasn’t expected that he was going to pass, but we knew he was going to have a battle. And it was very traumatic for all of us. And I felt like I had dealt with all the pieces of that and whatnot, but there was still some that I kept relating. But we’ve worked all through that, so I knew he was helping me in other ways. But then when I saw that, really when I needed it at the time, I was like, got you, Sean. And he’s so funny because he was, he’s a comedian and he was all about the conspiracy theories and debates and things like that. And so I could, I could see.

Christina [00:27:00]:
And we. And we even got married based on a shooting star. Should we get married? If we see a shoot, we were sitting on the beach. If we see a shooting star, then we’re supposed to get married. And we did. So it’s always been our thing. I haven’t seen one really in a long time, but I really haven’t asked for one. But I had been thinking about Shawn a lot leading up to this, a lot.

Christina [00:27:22]:
And just his journey and how I keep relating maybe some of that to his journey. And it’s not the same journey. I have support, I have a different mindset, I have a different background. It’s going to be okay. It doesn’t have to be the same dramatic, horrible thing. You know, I had to do a lot of healing through that, but now I’m jumping all over the place. But while I was going to say he was into conspiracy theories and debates and all that, because then I looked up to say, well, is there going to be more? And then I saw this weird, like, looked like a star, but it wasn’t blinking. It wasn’t a shooting star.

Christina [00:27:59]:
It wasn’t a slow fade out star. I thought it was. And it just kept tracking. And it’s kind of in the. The same direction, but just kept tracking, tracking, tracking until it just went out of my sight. I thought it might be a satellite. Well, the next day, next morning, same time my body wakes up, I said, well, let’s just play this game again. I go outside and I’m sitting there and I really didn’t think I would see one.

Christina [00:28:29]:
But sure enough, another one. Different direction though, just shot through. And I was like, what, what, what? And then, and then the same thing. A few minutes later, another one of those lights. And it Moves about the speed of a plane, but a little bit faster. And the same thing happened. I was like, okay, gotcha. I said, for one, you’re letting me know you’re here.

Christina [00:28:54]:
I got you on that. But for two, you’re trying to pull my attention to something else. What kind of context? Conspiracies going on that I need to be knowing what’s going on. I’m seeing these weird things. I don’t know what they are. And then I slept for a few days. I didn’t wake up. And I would say, like a few days later, woke up again, went outside, another shooting star.

Christina [00:29:17]:
And I was like, okay, I got you. I didn’t see any of those weird things. Again, I got you. And I don’t know if you got my email, but two nights ago, I saw another one. And it was another emotional, hard, hard day for me. And I went just to sit outside and breathe. It wasn’t. It was like.

Christina [00:29:39]:
Like 10:30, 11, something like, wasn’t even that late. I was just sitting there and I looked up and I was like. And it just. Right in my face. I was like, hey, Sean, how are you? And I just felt supported and just. And then my husband’s outside, too. I asked him if he saw it. He did not.

Christina [00:29:59]:
He was working on something, but he came up on the porch and I was telling him what kind of happened. And then we both kind of looked up and don’t. You know, we saw four of those weird little things and he saw it, too. And they weren’t flying, like, in order, like, any kind of symmetry, but they were all four. And they weren’t blinking. There was no noise. And they were all going east, but not in synchrony or, like, lined up. And I was like, what is that? Because it doesn’t look like a drone either.

Christina [00:30:27]:
But I was. Oh.

Julie [00:30:27]:
And I know you know what a shooting star is because.

Christina [00:30:29]:
Oh, no, I saw the shooting stars. Definitely. Yeah, yeah. No, those were. But these other things after swat, I’m like, I don’t know what that is, but the shooting stars were definitely, definitely. And it would take something like that for my stubborn butt to realize that I’m supported. And I don’t know how much better of a sign you need beside it landing in your lap sometimes kind of thing. But he knows that about me, too.

Julie [00:30:55]:
Yes. Oh, my gosh. Well, I am a stubborn Capricorn. Totally, totally get it. And, you know, there’s so many people who will say, julie, my angels are probably so frustrated with me or mad at me because I never listen. None of us do. How many of us do? You know, A lot of times they have to tell us something a hundred times before we listen. Listen to it.

Julie [00:31:19]:
That’s okay. They don’t have a need for patience, you know, they don’t have an egoic mind, thank goodness. Yes. They just love on us, and they are going to show us as many signs as they need to for us to just get it. And. And I think, you know, it’s even better. The angels are saying, please bring this through. It’s even a better way to go.

Julie [00:31:46]:
They don’t mind, you know, like, they. They just want us to be on our path so much. They love us so incredibly much that they want to be there for us, sending us signs and bigger signs until we feel incredibly confident. And, you know, it was coming through earlier to tell you, Christina, there’s times in life where I would say life is a little bit slow, right? And maybe in those moments, we kind of take for granted, you know, the slowness of it, the peace, the ease of it. And then there’s times in life where I was looking at it this morning, and I was like, oh, my gosh. Every single month of this year, we have had probably, like, 12 appointments, physical therapy appointments, and every single day, you know, like, I’m on top of Elle with her back to strengthen these mini muscles to get ready for this surgery so that she’s, like, able to recoup better. And it’s just one thing after another. You know, if you ever knew somebody who has a child with a syndrome, there’s so many different complex pieces that all come together.

Julie [00:33:08]:
And so she’s got this other piece, you know, in addition to the two places in her back, there’s this Chiari malformation where the. The neck is not fusing with the. The brain correctly, right? And so technically, they call that a brain surgery. If she has to go in and get that taken care of, they call it a decompression surgery. But it’s a really major surgery, you know, and when you’re going through so much, right, and, like, you’re going through so much, Christina, everything’s constantly changing. I’ll put it this way. A lot of times, people leave a reading, and they’ll be like, when can I come back? You know, when can I do another one? And I’m like, oh, what’s the rate of pace in your life right now? Like, are you going through something where the information is constantly changing, or are you in a slow period? Because if you’re In a slow period, then once every six months, you know, to once every year. But if you’re going through a divorce or you’re going through a major career change or a major move, or you’re going through a health thing, the information is constantly changing.

Julie [00:34:21]:
And you can really get a lot of messages regularly based on how that information is changing. And so I just want to honor how you said that you’re stubborn because I am the most stubborn person on the planet. And anybody listening, if you are stubborn, your angels don’t mind. They love it. They love you, and they just want you to be on your path. And that, that’s really it. But, but keeping yourself centered and the work that you’re doing, Christina, to just keep your energy clear, keep your mind clear, it’s how we’re able to keep hearing our intuition. And that’s what really matters, is that we’re keeping tuned in so that as things change, we go back to spirit every day and say, okay, I know.

Christina [00:35:18]:
Like, that is my. And honestly, the first time I didn’t take short term disability or anything except for that surgery time. And I kept working through it. But this time I respected my body and the need and what it was telling me. And I did, even though it’s. It was a scary thing and it’s less income and it’s, you know, I just felt like that’s what I needed to do to really just give myself what. What. What it needs, what I need to get.

Christina [00:35:52]:
Get just in all areas. So, yeah, I think that that is where I need to be in that oneness. And I feel like all through the day, I mean, I’m going in and out and I have this little room. I even made my Zen room. So I have this room. I have my back porch, I just have my garden. I have all these places where I just take turns and sitting and just meditating and breathing and resetting because my brain just likes to keep going with its ADHD self and, oh, for sure.

Julie [00:36:23]:
You know, and that’s something that you said earlier too, that really sparked me to point that out to everyone. The angels want people to know that when you feel called or tapped, like, okay, I think the thought registers for me. Something like, I’m overwhelmed. I have stuff to process. And the angels will come in and say, which means you need some time to just sit in stillness. And the next thought that comes in is, okay, well, where do I want to be for that? And a lot of times I’ll go take a bath and just sit in the bath. Because there’s something for me about, like, connecting in water, but being in the backyard or in the garden or going for a walk or hugging a tree, you know, or anywhere that you feel called. I think there’s some purpose to that space.

Julie [00:37:12]:
Right. Because what they’re showing you is where you can actually get best into that oneness space to hear from them. And it’s so important.

Christina [00:37:22]:
Yeah, I definitely learn that that has been, like, this is probably the piece I should have added to the piece to begin with. And we might be in a different journey, but whatever journey is a journey, we’re going through it. It’s just time is precious, and there’s always layers. So that first health journey, I really thought I had learned I need to de. Stress, detach from work, not let. Bring it home with me, not let it consume me. Like, I had a different understanding of time after my husband passed. I had a different understanding of time than when I went through my journey.

Christina [00:38:01]:
Now I’m going through this, and I have a whole nother understanding of how precious time is and your health is. And that oneness is. And that connection is. That’s. That is what it’s all about. Like, that is it. Nothing else does matter till you learn and get that going, because that’s the foundation, and that is all that matters. So I am walking through doors and things that are scary, and I’m not letting fear even come into the equation.

Christina [00:38:33]:
And when I do, I reset. Because I know this is it. I know this is what it is. It has to be.

Julie [00:38:42]:
One more thing on this. Go deeper into that. You know, you said that time looked different. You thought about time different.

Christina [00:38:52]:
Right.

Julie [00:38:52]:
You know, after your husband passed.

Christina [00:38:54]:
Right.

Julie [00:38:55]:
What did your. What did time feel like before then? And then what did it feel like after he passed?

Christina [00:39:01]:
Before then, I was always working at least two jobs and just always. I have a hard, strong work ethic, but it would take me away sometimes from the emotional and other things in life that bring meaning. But in my mind, bringing home money and the job and that thing was, was that. But then when my husband. Even when my husband was in the hospital. This is horrible to say, but, like, this was how ingrained, like, of a work ethic I had. That makes no sense to me now. But the week before he passed, he was in the hospital.

Christina [00:39:43]:
If I would have known things that I know now, I would have taken that off. My boys and I would have been there, and we would have just been with him. I didn’t know. I didn’t realize it. And we went on Friday thinking we were going to bring him home, and he had a heart attack because his body was under so much stress. And then everything was shutting down. His liver had lesions and he passed. And I was like, I was worried about the kids in their school and being behind and work and all of that, really.

Christina [00:40:18]:
We all just needed to be with each other and just be. And you just don’t know until you know. And so after that, yeah, after that, I was like, I made sure I was going to have an understanding and put family and important things first. So I thought and I did make some improvements.

Julie [00:40:41]:
You did good.

Christina [00:40:42]:
I did. But then when I got my diagnosis, I realized how much work was still pulling at my soul and draining the energy I wasn’t replenishing and I wasn’t detaching like I needed to. And now I’ve gotten to that piece, and then this one’s brought me through a whole nother journey of having to give up control.

Julie [00:41:06]:
Yeah.

Julie [00:41:07]:
What was that final aha moment that made you release work?

Christina [00:41:14]:
Honestly, the thought of you might not be here tomorrow and do you care? Do you care that so and so isn’t. May not have a service that day, but it’s out of your control. There’s nothing you can do do about it. So why are you still hanging on to that piece if you can’t control it? It was like things that were going on. It’s Medicaid world, it’s services that, you know, it’s horrendous right now, and it’s things that I can’t control. But my heart hurts as a whole for the dynamic and I want to be able to do more. And so finding that balance of wanting to do more and what I can control and. And having to let go of those things and detach some has made me a healthier person going through this.

Christina [00:42:10]:
But I feel like every little bump I find another layer of emotions. I guess that’s there that I didn’t realize and level of aha. Aha or reshaping the way I thought about something.

Julie [00:42:25]:
What was that aha for the control piece and releasing the control because the control is a completely separate beast.

Christina [00:42:32]:
Whenever I was intentionally at work, paying attention to my body language and how I was breathing and realizing that I was holding my breath so much throughout the whole day, no wonder my body was in a constant fight or flight without me even knowing I was in that constant fight or flight mode. My body was in a constant anxious mode. And when I started trying to listen to my binarial beats or actually take my breaks or actually stand up and walk and breathing and doing those things and seeing how much better my body felt when I did, and realizing where that energy was going was something that I can’t control. I was like, okay, I’m looking at this. I see it is an issue. It hurts my heart, but what can I do about it right now? And I would pick a piece that maybe I could do and do that and then let it go. And then I would make myself a priority with the breaks. And then when you start feeling it and seeing it, then it just ingrains in you to become a habit, because you do see it, and you can’t unsee something you see.

Julie [00:43:37]:
100%.

Christina [00:43:38]:
Yeah.

Julie [00:43:40]:
Christina, I just want to come over and give you a big hug. Oh.

Christina [00:43:44]:
I can feel it virtually in every podcast you do, honey. Every podcast, I’m like, that sounds like that was for me. And then you say, if this resonates with you, it’s meant for you. And I’m like, I know it. I’ll take it.

Julie [00:44:00]:
I love it. I love it. And I love seeing you every Wednesday night on the calls with the angel members. It’s just your. Your energy just glows, and you have just such a bright, beautiful Auric field, and I just feel your love, everyone, Wednesday night.

Christina [00:44:17]:
So thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. I appreciate you and everything.

Julie [00:44:25]:
Okay, so your husband on the other side keep showing me this vision of. Is one of the boys dating someone?

Christina [00:44:36]:
Yeah, girl. They’re both dating. Yeah. I have. I have two. He has two. We have two boys together, and my one son is in a relationship and has a child. They’re not married, but they are partners, and they.

Christina [00:44:52]:
And then the other one is they’re living together and they’re engaged. Amazing.

Julie [00:44:58]:
Okay, so he was talking about this, and he was saying to tell you that the girls really look up to you and that they really feel a lot of warmth from you and that love from you. And he said that you have learned so much. He’s like, pass it down to them. Like, teach them what you know in your soft, loving, warm way.

Christina [00:45:29]:
That’s what we’ve been working on, all of us, as a family, every single one of us.

Julie [00:45:34]:
Amazing. That’s amazing. He’s so proud of the boys, and. And he just brings through so much love for them. Do you have the grandson?

Christina [00:45:49]:
He’s coming in September. I have a granddaughter who just turned three, and then I have a grandson that’s coming up in September. He’s.

Julie [00:46:00]:
His name Is he’s talking about the grand baby boy. And he said, tell mom and dad that if the baby boy kind of looks at something else in the nursery, you know, in his room, he’s really seeing pop pop like grandpa.

Christina [00:46:20]:
Okay, I will, I will, I will. I definitely will. That’s sweet. That’s precious.

Julie [00:46:27]:
Yeah. Because I kept seeing it like this grandbaby boy, and then he keeps looking off and it’s like he sees grandpa. Love it.

Christina [00:46:35]:
I love it. Yay.

Julie [00:46:38]:
Christina, can we pray for you?

Christina [00:46:39]:
Yes, I would love it. Thank you.

Julie [00:46:41]:
Perfect. Everybody who’s listening, your prayers matter. All your prayers are. Are you going into your energy connecting with God as a soul, asking God, making a request, asking for an intention to show up here in the world. So I want you to just pray with me. You can take a deep breath in, deep breath out. We just ask God, universe, source to send all of your angels, Archangel Raphael and all of a his healer angels to surround Christina. God, we know you have the power to work miracles.

Julie [00:47:26]:
We believe in miracles. And we’re all just going to take a moment here to see Christina physically healthy, her hair completely back her out in her garden walking, giving thanks and being in gratitude. Gratitude for how healthy she feels. God, we ask for the miracle of you healing Christina, mind, body, soul, releasing everything that’s not serving her from her physical body. God, we know you take this energy and just turn it all into unconditional love. God, we ask you to bless Christina. Bless her children, their wives, the grandbabies here and to come. We ask you to bless them with time, with love, with health, and with as many signs as you can send so that they know and they feel dad’s presence and they hear his messages from the other side.

Julie [00:48:42]:
And this we pray. Amen.

Christina [00:48:44]:
Amen. I felt every bit of that love. Thank you so much.

Julie [00:48:48]:
Oh, my gosh, you’re so welcome. Christine, I love you so much. Thank you for being here.

Christina [00:48:52]:
Thank you. I’ll see you again soon.

Julie [00:48:55]:
Sounds good. Friends, if you have an angel story to share, I would love to have you on the show. You can go over to the T-E angel medium dot com, go to the contact page and submit your angel story there. And also I just wanted to let you know, don’t know exactly when this is going to come out, but we tried to throw like together a marriage retreat and put it out there. We had six people who kind of like verbally confirmed, but only one who registered. And so the other night, spirit said, just throw it out to the angel members. See if they want you to turn it into a spiritual retreat. And they were like, yes, please, let’s do that.

Julie [00:49:38]:
So we’re going to have a spiritual retreat here July 25th, 26th, 27th. It’ll start the evening of July 25th. That’s here in Oakbrook, Illinois. And I’m doing things close to home for a while as we get Elle situated and as soon as she’s healthy and I’ll feel more comfortable traveling around and getting out to other places of the country to do retreats there as well. But for right now, being close to home is just easiest and what my family needs from me. So if you want to register for that reach out, you can reach out@julie theangelmedium.com or just text me 6630-3369-5156-3033-6515 we would love, love, love to have you and this is what I’m feeling called to do is you want more things that are in person. I’ve heard that from you. So we will be doing more in person.

Julie [00:50:44]:
I actually put out a survey recently over to my email list. If you’re not on my email list, I send out an angel message every Monday. You can go to theangel medium.com go to the homepage and sign up right there on the front. And I would love to have you on the email list so that you just get notifications of all the great things that we’ve got coming up. Thank you so much. Sending you so much love. Have a beautiful, beautiful, blessed day. Beautiful souls.

Julie [00:51:17]:
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Christina [00:51:35]:
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Julie [00:52:42]:
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Christina [00:53:10]:
To take a deep breath in. Deep breath out.

Julie [00:53:22]:
Again.

Christina [00:53:22]:
Deep breath inhaling the pure white light and love of God making you feel weightless and filled with joy. And I want you to exhale all of the heaviness that you’ve been carrying in your Auric field, in your chakras, in your body. Friends, no matter where you are in your life, your angels need you to know that you are so, so loved. Never doubt that you have big, big purpose here and now. What is your soul here to do? My friends, your spirit team is always working with you. I want you to see and feel your heart chakra and your heart itself opening like French doors. I want you to see God and your spirit team sending you a multitude of blessings of abundance in health, wealth, happiness, love and peace. See all of those unexpected blessings filling your heart right now.

Christina [00:54:35]:
My friends, your soul is love, joy, peace, bliss, ease and grace. And because that’s who and what you truly are, these elements can never leave you. They can never be taken away from you. And my friends, all you really ever.

Julie [00:54:53]:
Have to do is just be.

Christina [00:54:55]:
Be you and radiate the beautiful light that you are. So go forth today and be an angel in the lives of others. Radiate your love and live in the high vibration of simply being.